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I haven't updated in a while, I know and I dont care.

Just had an argument with the gf, its been going on for hrs, kinda! Not really sure whats going on and for some reason I dont care. I have this sudden urge to say "its over" but I wont because I'll no doubt regret it in the morn. Its a good job I'm not pissed I think I would have done it by now. I'm feeling really down today, partly because of HER and the fact that I have to make everyone happy for some reason and if I dont its like there gonna fucking shoot me or something. Maybe someone should, i'm feeling pretty fucked off lately but oh well shit happens!

Oh and there is some twat at work who keeps phoning me up, trying to ask me out. I haven't answered my phone for a few days, I'm too scared!!! and annoyed that they wont leave me alone even though i've told them too.

Oh and xmas is next week and i've done fuck all preparation for it! Xmas is shit anyway, your never with the people that you wanna be with. Well it is in my case anyway!